They walked for about an hour, the cool breeze against their back, the sound of twigs and autumn leaves crunching as they step on them. The sun faintly shining in the distance, not really providing them any feeling of warmth. He puts his ice cold hands in his coat pocket, and stops walking, he turns around to look at his friend treading behind him. The wind brushes up on their faces, causing their cheeks to redden, and their hair to to be distorted. “Hey,” he says
“Hm, yeah what is it?” his friend replies.
” Do you think…Do you think I made the right choice?” He looks at his friend, their eyes meet, he sees his friend searching for something in his eyes, he looks away and averts his eyes to the scenery around him. The trees leaves have all fallen, their happy green color all mixed and matched to brown,red,yellow and orange. They sky has been painted gray, with only the hallow sunlight penetrating the clouds.
“Why are you asking?”
” I don’t know, I guess I’m having second thoughts about well… everything.” His voice was shaky, unsure.
“I can’t tell you whether you made the right choice or not, because quite frankly I don’t even know if you did or not. What I can tell you is that you made a choice, you chose to leave her, and if you think what you did was wrong then well I guess you’ll just have to deal with it on your own. You can’t regret the decision you made, its already been made, and you can’t change that, neither can I, and she can’t change it either. Your just gonna have to move on and hope that everything is going to be okay, that’s the most you can do now.” Their eyes meet again, a sense of knowing comes from one pair of eyes, and another set of gratitude comes from another. a faint smile comes across his face, he realized he hasn’t smiled in a long time, the wind blows hard and they hear the leaves and twigs flying around. None of them say a word, they just continue to walk in a sort of beautiful solitude….
I don’t know how to start this, but i guess that title explains it all, I’m back from hiatus, and hopefully I won’t randomly leave again. I don’t really have an excuse for not updating my tumblr, I guess its just that I suck at updating it, and that I procastinate, and my mind just seems to drift somewhere else. My other excuse is that whenever I plan to update it, I get extremely tiered and decide to choose sleep over updating.
A lot has happen over this long period of time, school started like weeks ago, technically a month ago. It’s going fine, not what I expected, I promised myself I’d be “out there” which I am, but I guess its to late to do that now, people aren’t really open to the idea as they were a year or 2 ago, they’re comfortable with the people they have, and I guess that’s okay. Classes have been fine, I just seem to dread french, I guess my past experiences with french are coming back to me, and that sort of freaks me out. I’ve gone out after school a lot, to the library, to the park, to anywhere really. I’ve been more consistent with homework so I guess that’s good as well. Basically everything has been fine, sure there are a few problems here and there, but that’s normal, nothing is out of the ordinary. But then again who am I to claim whats ordinary and whats not, I’m just a person trying to find his place in the world.
I currently really want to read the book Never Let Me Go, and then proceed to watch the movie, I have no idea why, I need a new book anyways. I’m trying to think of what has been happening in my life, but I sort of have just summed everything up.
So I guess, this is me signing out,
To infinity and beyond. (: